So so wrong, so so right

All that from a fucking hug.

I felt my breast against his chest. It felt so so good. Why ? Why ?

Now I understand. I understand it could go too far.

I wished I would have put my hold hand on his back. Felt him a little longer.
He is sooo tall. I like tall.

Bad baddddddd boy.

I want more.

I have to have more.

He was sooo hot. I was a mess. Thank god I was a mess.

Ohhh he's tall !

Hug

Ohhhh

I felt good.

I felt bad.

I felt good.

It felt bad.

It felt good.

FUCK

Shattered Glass

Ha-uh, Ha-uh, Ha-uh
haaaa-hoo
Ha-uh, Ha-uh, Ha-uh
haaaa

Did I wake you, were you sleepin',
Were you still in my bed?
Or is a nightmare keepin' you up instead?
Oh baby, are you feelin' guilty for what you did?
If you think you're hurtin',
You ain't seen nothin' yet!

[Chorus:]
Was it really worth it?
Was she everything that you were looking for?
Feel like a man?
I hope you know that, you can't go back
Cause all we had,
Is broken like shattered glass

You're gonna see me in your dreams tonight,
My face is gonna haunt you all the time
I promise that you gon' want me back,
When your world falls apart,
Like shattered glass, glass, glass, glass

Are you havin' trouble focusin' throughout the day?
Do you find yourself still callin' my name?
Do you wish you could be one time and take it back?
I bet you realize that she ain't half the woman I am

(Chorus)

Ha-uh, Ha-uh, Ha-uh
haaaa-hoo
Ha-uh, Ha-uh, Ha-uh
haaaa

Damn it ! Again...

I need to go out dancing.
Music I hear only translate with moves and looks.
I see myself dancing on the stage. You can't see what I see. But man oh man .. dancing ...
Oh maybe you know... 'cause you saw once... oh yeah you saw once... Got the image now ?
Ok.. Good.. I'm dancing to the music... And you know you can't touch, you know you can't even pretend to know me. But still, you know I'm dancing for you. You know I'm purposely dancing sexy to make you see what your missing... on a daily basis.. I'm dancing like I'm leaving with you at the end of the night. Like we are finally going to reunite...

Ok, I'll finish this another time... It's not a good as it is in my head.. works are not coming out right..

Katy Perry - Thinking of you

Pas tous les sens et tous les mots.. mais en général..

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Happy Birthday Love ...

He has a seminar of some sort and I don't know why but I happen to be there. I see him from afar but he doesn't even know I'm there. I look at him with a gaze. I daydream putting my lips on his, touching his beautiful face with my hands like a woman caresses her loved one. I almost wish he wasn't there. I want to feel his warmth again. And then, the inevitable happens. He sees me. He's not sure it's me so while he continues to give his speech, he stares at me. And I smile. And he knows. For all the time that is left to his conversation with electrics and it's people, I know his heart his set on something else. "Can it be over yet !" So, everybody applause's. I get up and start walking away and I can feel the stare on my behind: "Where the hell is she going". I walk slowly, holding every step down so I have the gracious walk ever. I know where I'm going, I just hope he knows too. It's a big building of course, these things always happens in big buildings. Maybe I designed it that way... Maybe I knew I would need that exact stairwell. And so I'm going there, being followed. Did I mention I had a short skirt and no panties on ?? Oh I soooo knew I would need that stairwell one of these days.... I'm up against the wall and I already feel his hands on me. On my thighs, my hips, my bottom, my back, the curve on my back, my shoulders, my neck, my cheeks, and then he locks his lips to mine. I'm sweating, I feel my heart beating faster and faster. He puts my legs around his waist and he thrusts gently. All the emotions we feel could be felt in the air so much it almost hurts. It couldn't feel any better then it does. It's like it's meant to be. Like this act was made and invented for us. Like we were alone on this earth and it belonged to us. When it's over, it's not really over. We feel each other every second of every day. When our minds stops, in fact, it's cause we connect right then. We walk in the crowds, we talk to people, we interact with the world just cause we know we will meet again. And that it's gonna be a perfect match every time..

Mind of it's own

I'm at work, listening to the radio, going around the house and cleaning stuff up.

Thoughts start to come,
trying to resist,
Breath slows,
Breath deepens,
Sweat slowly reaches out of my body,
I'm starting to get out of control,
I see you,
I feel you,
It's like you're trying to push me against the wall,
Out of breath.

I can't think of anything else,
Daydreaming,
wishing there could be a way,
an accident happening,
one we could live with,
I stump my foot on the desk,
good for me,
continue hurting me,
so maybe I can stop,
it can stop.

There's a heaving weight on my back,
I can't reach to take it off,
it's been longer then before,
seems like forever now,
will it fade,
I can't have it stay much longer,
feels like it ain't going to stop until it's done,
it can't be.

Job's done now,
will I be able to leave those thoughts behind,
In my car now,
damn songs,
why does it have to be that one,
makes me think about him,
makes me reach out,
join me,
follow me,
try,
not,
to,
breath is deepening even more,
can't get out of it,
what will I do,
where is help going to come,
nowhere,
get out yourself,
you got in that mess.

Oh but I need that touch,
need that look,
warmth,
head spinning,
losing consciousness,
get a hold of yourself,

STOP

STATE OF SHOCK LYRICS "Best I Ever Had"

Now I know I messed up bad
You were the best I ever had
I let you down in the worst way
It hurts me every single day
I'm dying to let you know

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend

So many things I would take back
You were the best I ever had
I don't blame you for hating me
I didn't mean to make you leave

You and I were living like a love song
I feel so bad, I feel so bad that you're gone
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had

We fell in love for a reason
Now you're leaving
And I just want you back
So many things we believed in
Now you're leaving and words won't bring you back
I'll never let go of the heart I broke

You and I were living like a love song
Now I know you're the only one that I want
I want you back, I want you

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend
Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
All I want to do is make it up to you
Cause when it all comes down to the end
You were the best I ever had

I can't believe that [we] threw away all our dreams
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
You were the best I ever had
I can't believe that [we] threw away all our dreams
I can't believe now that you're gone how much you mean to me
I feel so bad, I feel so bad
You were,
You were the best I ever had